My forefathers once lost a country to, and it's name is Egypt. Similarly to Lebanon we have lost to the Muslim invaders. Everyone who did not pay the heavy taxes to the Muslims were senteced to death. Thankfully my family was said to be a Greek Ptolomy of high economic status. The name Dimitry, Demitrios was said to be a station garrison left by Alexander. Anyways, war is a terrible thing. Groups planning an invasion on a nation is something that leaves you stunned and saddened. Like tflex the number of Christians in Egypt during the 70's were 30% now 10% and dropping. The Muslim Brotherhood gaining more power who knows what may happen.
I have visited Egypt twice and each time I go it becomes worse and worse. One day I walked up through the streets of Alexandria and asked my dad, 'what's so great about it, it is just a normal city.' He replied, 'it used to be great, now it is a normal city. My mother lived along the Suez canal, now we can't go there because of the wars with Israel that transpired.
I can honestly say I may not feel all the pain you do because you were born in Lebanon. However, I can't help but think 'what if' this did not all happen.