Moving out.
Well this is it I guess. I've been in line for a room at Lund (the town where I study) for some time now and finally I'm first in line. I can now get to live at the place I want to. So far so good.
Now it's the time for anxiety and doubt. Should I move? Should I stay at home where I live for free but have to take the buss for almost 2 hours to get to Uni? How will I keep in touch with my friends since over 10 years? Will i be able to meet my girlfriend as much as I would like too? Will I be able to afford the room or will I end up with lots of loans with an unusable education? Will I fit in? I've always had a hard time getting to know people, I can't imagine anythign more difficult then learning the names and getting to know 20 new guys and girls in a dorm.
Will I be able to focus on my studies? Will i even survive in 18 square meters? I'm used to living on the countryside with no one around as far as the eye can see. Will my act survive without me, he can hardly stand when I'm gone for two days.
I really really hate this kind of decisions.
Really really really....
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